Far apart

The 'only hope' is ruin
Vinic Wong is not in mood...i am trying too hard not to be emo but in this moment i cant look upon as nothing had happened..
what is relationship?.. whose hunger?.. why i become a failure again ?..
how much i desire to have but im not the one who deserve to have it..
why i cant get what i want and who i want? yes..this might be the 2nd time i ask..
but im really wonder why!! i cant do anything and i also dunno what to do i dont want to be the one who are annoy .. nothing can describe my feelings right now.. is like 3years ago ..
my feeling keep up and down..i felt okay with the short conversation..happy yet empty..i can feel it !!
But.. today ..
i found something.. i think im such a stupid woman in this world ..
this might be fool on me !! the strong feeling telling me it is!!
who is trustworthy in the end ?.. no one..
i used to pay everything.. but what did i get in the end?


whenever i hear the song whenever it remind me of you ..
the happy moment is so short.. time can't flash back ..
how it could be in the future.. will you be with me? and tell me you are not alone ..

new glasses!!

lol.. i was just too bored so post this..

well, my last glasses was broken.. how lucky am I ..guess what today i seen a nice and better one ..so why not get it as mine..somemore buy 2 got discount .. ..lol..

this is the glass that i wearing now..

p/s: is just so similiar with my last one actually..lol

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!!

HI..everyone..backie!!... my blog has been dead for 1month plus.. haha..lazy to post lazy type lazy to think what should i put on my post..haha.. but i have to think too.. :) because i cant leave my blog just like this..lol...
well..how you celebrate for your christmas eve and happy new year eve?.. im sure you had a great time..
first thing have to say merry christmas to my readers..lol..i know it was past but it is a manners right..lol..

for me.. my chirstmas eve cant join with my babes.. I'm sorry.. went to PHUKET with my bro and sis in law's family.. big group.. around 30+ 7cars drove to thailand imagine how big is the group and how far is the journey taken.. we took around 10+ hours to reach there..that was a long mile that i ever try before..


i just keep slept in the car within the journey..nothing much can do so why not ??..hehe..
okay..i think i have to stop crap around..haha.. PHUKET is a nice place at 1st i thought is just a island dont have anything to shop.. but when i was there i found.. it was a nice place because not only an island and also can shopping on the other hand also have lotsa entertainment for foreigner .. i must visit there again but maybe by plane next time..hmm..
well, for my new year eve.. finally..!! i can join my babes..!!.. went to look out point it was full of guests the carpark queuing with further down there.. they must be crazy..so we had out dinner there after that back to my house with the sudden plan because my family have a new year eve party so we did chilling there for half an hour i think ..they busy eating ..^^
after awhile went to drinking session ..so call farewell with babe JUN.. she has been selected to NS..sigh..
bye MBJM.. take care okay?.. we will miss you always..