brand new day

i know i have been long time not update my blog..and now finally ..

hu.....finally ..all those hardship time is already past ..

after the last economic' s paper we decided to watch a movie..

'Couples Retreat'
is a funny,romantic movie..quite nice..because funny..and i laugh kinda loud..
hmm..i know im noisy..lol...
after that all going back to own place..
what the sad thing yam-cha session canceled..
anyway is a good thing too so then i can sleep.. :)
when i reach home straight away go into my room switch on my air-cond then you know....5,4,3,2,1 boom..!! fall asleep.lol..
time past like water when i woke up already 8am..
OMG..imagined..i slept about 14-15 hours..the new record..lol..
then what should i do again..no idea..watch movie..
then my m.b.j.m called me..she told me that she was very bored..
hmm..not only her..actually..me too..and we plan to go to langkawi.
but someone said the sea is very dirty right now.so OUT..
another plan ..she said P.D.. but the hotel..i mean we still dunno how many people will be joining us so we got no idea..nevermind will be discuss all together not only 2 of us and make the problem occured again..

Nervous

Coming soon..am so nervous right now..prepared?ready ?
gosh..i can tell you not really..because no confidence..
and the path that i need to go after this year..
the new life that i need to overcome..
and now..am still not so sure of my career..
which is good?which is bad?
yes indeed right or wrong..
choose choose choose..
MY GOD..need a direction..

...........

''learning''

finally I am gonna to face it ..i was not to escape to anywhere..
the world is so reality and makes breathless..
however, the reality has makes me growth..
learn to be cry just in once
learn to be sharing
learn to be move on and
let its be as well..
because the reality told us that we should be accept with what u have right now
if it is belong to you no matter what is going to happen then it will be lasting for you
otherwise, if it is not belong to you and for sure you wont be get it as yours..

p/s: let it's be as well because live it up

Random-ness

I'm so random.. forgive my stupid face..

lol..am kid..yes.i admit..

The twinge

Im just pretending
i thought is good enough for me
but anyway,
Im already del you from favorite
the sharp twinge in my path
Im going to had my hard time again
Since two years ago
is in same situation

I hate this feeling

i hate this feeling right now..
i hate i hate....
i feel lost again..
was split for long time ..around 1 month..
message was no feedback..
Wat is let's start over..
Am not clear with that.
and you say dunno how to explain..
it is always endless..
piss it off..
i got no idea wat i have to do now..
i wish to cry now but i cant..
tear were not drop ever..

MISSING

OMG..! where are you..?!

Begin

hey..i know i have been aged never update my blog..everyone ask me to update 'har la'..and some people will said that my blog is full fill with dust..der..
lol..the 1st reason is not feel like post new's post..2nd reason nothing to write about because for me, i don't think blog it's must like dairy..write down all the things that i have done in everyday..lol for me la..the major reason is 'lazy'..yea i am..hmm..forget about it..i'll update when i feel got something to write and share..tats it..!!
hmm.. well lets talk about my lately highlight..
head on my sch stuff..
im just having my hectic week..doing home works which is in forcing condition..lol..in less than 1week must done with 2 whole books har.. crazy..!! fortunately..its consider about whole class not being to finished it..so we hang it up on monday..once i talk about this i was take into consideration with tension throughout day by day ..
trial is on 1st of september..is 2months more to go..is going to reach..i would say..' try my best'..
FRIEND..
it is undying ..they are part of my life .. we having fun and we also had some argument but it seems like being more closer.. i have been to sunway lagoon last week with them it is so much fun indeed even though is just 5 of us.. friends..is seems changed ..quantities ..that's it..
FAMILY
so call family..i was just listen what they said and do not refuse it and digest it after way out..
it nothing much more to describe here..because is the same always ..and i know that the most understanding in my family member is my sister in law..lol..
RELATIONSHIP
Nahh...the most interesting topic..haha..hmm..well..is been long time i do not start in a relationship cos i am do not found in faint one..and it is rare in the city..
hey you..maybe i already found you.. and someone is special..someone is caring..someone is lovely..and someone is funny..lol.. i shall count it as a personal favor with you..hmm..the think i need to do is know more with each other.. waiting..and yet is still do empty..lol..forget about it.. long distance of__ is possible..


p/s: it is just beginning ..we'll see..

IXUS 100 IS

OMG..!! my red addict come again...digital camera..DIGITAL IXUS 100..
SHIT..!! i heart this so much..hope to get it..!!..
very nice ..!..aren't?..lol...but is expensive..
i know i'm lame..but just wan to tell what is inside my heart..lol..
.the most important thing is RED colour..is whole red ..
this is vy unique..hmm..i know got alot of red colour camera but this is different for me..haha..
im crazy in red..hmm..i know..!!but how..that is my favorite .. :)

the other colours..black clour not bad har cool..
Silver is simply and nice..
Gold is classic and special..
but i stil love red..red colour is glamour Awesome..XD..
these model is Digital Ixus 100 IS
Approx 12.1 Million pixels (CCD).. awesome..XD..
Focal Length (35mm Equivalent):3x zoom: 33(W)-100(T) mm
Optical zoom with Movies: Approx. 4.0x (up to approx. 12x in combination with the optical zoom), Safety Zoom, Digital Tele-converter
Memory Card TYPE SD memory card, SDHC memory card, MultiMediaCard, MMCplus card, HC MMCplus card
Shooting ModesAuto, P, Portrait, Night Snapshot, Kids & Pets, Indoor, Sunset, Fireworks, Long Shutter, Beach, Underwater, Aquarium, Foliage, Snow, ISO 3200, Digital Marco, Color Accent, Color Swap, Stitch Assist, Movie
lol..i know im write too much ..well, just want to introduce some of this part..hmm..
done ..!!

3D2N

3D4N in genting with brunch of my friends on 1-3/june..yeah..we're going with a group but seem with not have fun together..when u asking me did u had fun on genting..hmm..yeah.. when the time we joy together but not as much because of something exist on us.. ...

well..forgot about it..lets talk about the trip.. 4 of us..(me,June,Mei Yin & Timy) are took taxi and straight away to 1st world hotel..kei and serena them took bus ..so we waited for them in the 1st world lobby there..we arrived there at 1something but the check in time is on 3pm so we leave with our baggage on the luggage lot the next is to find a specify place to fill up my tummy..lol..

finally .. is time to checked it..hmm...im kinda lazy to type let's my pic speak with you..lol

camwhore time.. lol
haha..she acting cute..one more..

3 of us..june Me and khai qi..is that lovely enough?

hmm..I very scary isit..??

mei yan & khai qi

hmm..terpaksa to laugh..haha

The drunk night .lol.

playing pool..i know is funny..hmm

camwhore again..lol..
last picture .me and jun..walk around outside genting highland hotel..freaking cold..
hmm..for more picture do visit kei blog ..stil got lotsa picture on her camera..

http://kei-inahc.blogspot.com/

sleepless

These weather are very playful as one of my friend said..

yea.. is true..!! rain....stop...rain..stop..or else hot like shit..!!

i got flu since from yesterday.. i think the main cause is when i

walking to yam cha place from the basement parking i got some

rain drop...OMG untill the night time ,the nightmare has began..

sleepless occurred on me. keep coughing and running nose..

untill 4am..only can asleep..thank GOD..

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Recent Hightlight

Do you have any idea where you're going?..
but for me i got no idea.. i don't know what is the right choice on the right path ..
do u need directions?..
yea..of course..!! definite of right directions the light instead..may bring me out from confusing cause and obedient in it..
do u think i am independent ?
Not at all..indeed..!! i am strongly influence by the atmosphere, environment and people..
i must improve in this way..but sometimes i am not pretending just not used to be share ..

nowadays..empty the max..having a hectic situation..confused n confused..
no one i can talk with..i got many close friends but no understanding friends ..
plus with the family problem..when the tear drop on my hand and the moment with holding my cellphone, i hope i can talk with someone..but eventually..no direction for me..
how empty am i.. these is the emotional time for my empty heart..fully filled with loneliness abnormal of Vinic ..
please do think of my situation .. the principle not only on you ..how long i need to pretend..

everyday up and down..happy and sad..

the courage from you will bring me out from sadness..but i am really lack of initiative to tell what i need..
your name is always adorable for me..please leave a light once before you gone..

Titiwangsa

i have been to pantai titiwangsa..for what?..for my volleyball match on 14,15 & 16 april these 3days..lol..1st time went there .. i don't even know got many nice and beutiful places at there..and i really enjoyed with all the fellows friends..lol.haha..

well , let the pictures speak to u..

the last day of the match..we go and visit everywhere..

no 1 to no 9..mine is 5.my LUCKY no..lol

small play ground
london bridge..loloutdoor gyming..weird ..lol

nice view..

not perfect..me n audrey jumped yan yee not ready ..

finally yan yee was jump but we're already came down..lol..

lol..horse somemore..

we enjoyed of it..laugh the max..took many pictures

now only i know that got such a nice & clean place in M'sia..haha..lol..

Lost A chance

Since last month..i had make a dicision to take a chance to take the singing competition when i get all the information from chinese society...
at first i keep thought that stil got long way to go so i choice the song abit later or think with it tomorrow because i really having in a hectic period for volleyball, basketball match ,plus intervensi exam..i already skip 2 match so the last match is at this sunday..just 2days..do u think is possible ? yes, IF got any live band and wouldn't be worry about the complicated song problem..
but until now i think i got no enough time to prepare although if i choice the song already because must prepare the audio cd(karaoke sound)by myself but i really i cant found it and i had tried many way until just now i ask my bro i thought he can help me because he ask me to send my song to him thn ask help from his friend....
after 10mint i received a call from him ..haiz..bad news..
he said must use must use original disc and got no enough time to make it ..OH MY GOD..!!where can i get a original disc now?...if i get it also useless ...i think i really lost a chance to get a precious experience .. aren't?
no idea at all right now..depress..

someone out there

was meant to be the love of your life the one you can tell your dreams To

And

he'll smile at you when you tell him,

but he'll never laugh he'll brush the hair out of your face,

And

he'll stare at you during a movie even though he paid $11 to see it.

he'll call you to tell you how he couldn't stop thinking about you.

And

most importantly, he'll look right in your eayes and tell you that

you are the most beutiful girl

he's ever seen and for the first time in your life ...

you'll believe it that is what they mean by

true love.

M'sia-japan cultural & educational exchange programme

hmm..well..actually i got no idea to post this..but since ask by BOEY to tell her wats happend on the student exchange day so js go on..lol..stop craping around vinic..haha..

well now let the picture do the talking ya..^^

the japanese gal's performance

this is my partner..peace.:)

this is jun's partner..(cutie)

we are get in to the class and follow by group..they show us their tradisional game..

cheeze...^^

before they went back took two of japanese girls pic..cute rite?..kawaii ne..lol...

after japanese girls went back so we start our capture session..haha...

start from left saik ley,me,chee yi & jun

i js post 1 of it vy lazy..haha..sorry yea..

pls do visit my face book yea..^^

next station..ampang point..lol..actually js accidentally met her at Mcd there so camwhore again..

memang perasan..lol

hmm...a happening student exchange day..lol...i must be miss them alot...

Mark down on QUIKSILVER & ROXY

HEY..everyone who love or crazy on

Quiksilver & ROXY..this is the right time..

terms & conditions:

-valid till 22march 09

-valid only in Quiksilver & Roxy in M'sia

-not valid with any best buys & marked down items

-not valid with purchase of Perfume lines

-not valid with any other discounts & vouchers

Tagged by kelly

Those who have been tagged must write their answer on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Those people who were tagged must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this tag by sending it to other people.

1. Name the persons you want to tag
Kelly, D-Kos, KEI, Chanice,Ping

2. Carrot or Broccoli
Carrot
3. Masculinity or sissy
Masculinity

4. Goth or punk

Punk
5. Soccer or basketball
Basketball
6. Favorite singer
Lee Hom
7. What do you say to a person who spread rumours about you without any reason?
Shut up , Bitch!

8. Ever took nude photos?
NEVER!
9. Leather shoe or snickers
Snickers
10. Long Distance love?
depends on the reason

11. Internet love?
No
12. Online dating?
Useless
13. Tell us your dream last night?
Forgotten
14. Ever hated someone so bad?
Yea
15. Who then?
Forget bout it
16. The last person you had a beer with?
fellow friends
17. The last person you went to the movies with?
family
18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?

Mei yan

19. When is the last person that you hugged?
New year eve

20. The last person you slapped?
No one

21. In the last week, have you kissed someone?
NEVER

22. Do you rather do exercise or babysit?
Exercise
23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
shout out on the beach but i wish im not alone
24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Japan, Taiwan, Korea,Australia,Hong Kong
25. Are you old fashioned?
Depends

26. Are you a freak or a Geek?
Both
27. what can bring you out from stress?

SIng & listen song

28. Five things that scare me :
Snake

vampire

Ghost
killer

Being alone in dark

29. 4 songs playing in my head lately:
Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade
Ling yi ge tian tang- Lee Hom
if i were a boy-Beyonce

haru-haru - Big Bang
30. Ghost, Zombie, Witch, Wizard, Mermaid, Vampire, or Werewolf?
Vampire

1st celebration..

sorry everyone..I suppose to post this on saturday but i didn't..

hmm...nevermind..still can make it on today..^^

lets start with the 1st pic 1st..
hmm...what is your 1st impression in this pic?..valentine's cake?..but how come the words are so rude?..lol..

not sweet enough..haha..I should thanks for cam..[FCKU BITCH..Tina sui]..she wrote all this..the 1st time see this kind of word on a cake..haha.,this is a my birthday cake from all my best fren,Jun,Cam,Kei & Mei Yen..they gave alot of suprise and happiness to me.. I can't ever imagine that they will help me to celebrate on that day because my birthday is on 11th but they earlier for 5days..^^

1 2 3..lets blow my lovely birthday cake...my flavourite red colour somemore..^^

the most exited thing is the birthday present..they hide behide the chair i cant imagine that is bought for me also..haha..

my present ROXY BAG!!from my MBJM jun,cam,kei & mei yen too..eventhough is share from 4ppl but i'm not feel unhappy too..serious..is truth..thanks alot gal..I love it..I swear..^^

and i wan to say sorry for MBJM JUN..maybe last year we're not given enough of suprise to you but i promise we will make it on next time,k?

this is the 1st year that i feel most warm..and happy^^