Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!!

HI..everyone..backie!!... my blog has been dead for 1month plus.. haha..lazy to post lazy type lazy to think what should i put on my post..haha.. but i have to think too.. :) because i cant leave my blog just like this..lol...
well..how you celebrate for your christmas eve and happy new year eve?.. im sure you had a great time..
first thing have to say merry christmas to my readers..lol..i know it was past but it is a manners right..lol..

for me.. my chirstmas eve cant join with my babes.. I'm sorry.. went to PHUKET with my bro and sis in law's family.. big group.. around 30+ 7cars drove to thailand imagine how big is the group and how far is the journey taken.. we took around 10+ hours to reach there..that was a long mile that i ever try before..


i just keep slept in the car within the journey..nothing much can do so why not ??..hehe..
okay..i think i have to stop crap around..haha.. PHUKET is a nice place at 1st i thought is just a island dont have anything to shop.. but when i was there i found.. it was a nice place because not only an island and also can shopping on the other hand also have lotsa entertainment for foreigner .. i must visit there again but maybe by plane next time..hmm..
well, for my new year eve.. finally..!! i can join my babes..!!.. went to look out point it was full of guests the carpark queuing with further down there.. they must be crazy..so we had out dinner there after that back to my house with the sudden plan because my family have a new year eve party so we did chilling there for half an hour i think ..they busy eating ..^^
after awhile went to drinking session ..so call farewell with babe JUN.. she has been selected to NS..sigh..
bye MBJM.. take care okay?.. we will miss you always..

brand new day

i know i have been long time not update my blog..and now finally ..

hu.....finally ..all those hardship time is already past ..

after the last economic' s paper we decided to watch a movie..

'Couples Retreat'
is a funny,romantic movie..quite nice..because funny..and i laugh kinda loud..
hmm..i know im noisy..lol...
after that all going back to own place..
what the sad thing yam-cha session canceled..
anyway is a good thing too so then i can sleep.. :)
when i reach home straight away go into my room switch on my air-cond then you know....5,4,3,2,1 boom..!! fall asleep.lol..
time past like water when i woke up already 8am..
OMG..imagined..i slept about 14-15 hours..the new record..lol..
then what should i do again..no idea..watch movie..
then my m.b.j.m called me..she told me that she was very bored..
hmm..not only her..actually..me too..and we plan to go to langkawi.
but someone said the sea is very dirty right now.so OUT..
another plan ..she said P.D.. but the hotel..i mean we still dunno how many people will be joining us so we got no idea..nevermind will be discuss all together not only 2 of us and make the problem occured again..

Nervous

Coming soon..am so nervous right now..prepared?ready ?
gosh..i can tell you not really..because no confidence..
and the path that i need to go after this year..
the new life that i need to overcome..
and now..am still not so sure of my career..
which is good?which is bad?
yes indeed right or wrong..
choose choose choose..
MY GOD..need a direction..

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''learning''

finally I am gonna to face it ..i was not to escape to anywhere..
the world is so reality and makes breathless..
however, the reality has makes me growth..
learn to be cry just in once
learn to be sharing
learn to be move on and
let its be as well..
because the reality told us that we should be accept with what u have right now
if it is belong to you no matter what is going to happen then it will be lasting for you
otherwise, if it is not belong to you and for sure you wont be get it as yours..

p/s: let it's be as well because live it up

Random-ness

I'm so random.. forgive my stupid face..

lol..am kid..yes.i admit..

The twinge

Im just pretending
i thought is good enough for me
but anyway,
Im already del you from favorite
the sharp twinge in my path
Im going to had my hard time again
Since two years ago
is in same situation

I hate this feeling

i hate this feeling right now..
i hate i hate....
i feel lost again..
was split for long time ..around 1 month..
message was no feedback..
Wat is let's start over..
Am not clear with that.
and you say dunno how to explain..
it is always endless..
piss it off..
i got no idea wat i have to do now..
i wish to cry now but i cant..
tear were not drop ever..