Admitted in hospital

This is my Very first time to admitted in hospital .. Well, you must be asking what's the reason to making me came in here .. Alright I got appendix since '3 months ago' but I I didn't realize how terrible it is because at first I thought it was gastric so I took MC and I went to clinic to check up and the doctor gave me the result is 'gastric' and ask me don't worry and she will gave few medicine to cure me so I just follow what doctor 's instruction its really work and my intestine not pain anymore and until last 3days the same symptom come back to me but I didn't went to any clinic for check up I just pain for the whole night and mades me can't asleep and I told me my it's gastric too so I ate the same medicine that doctor gave it to me last time but still not work at all and I keep vomit too .. The 2nd day morning my stomach is still pain I but gonna get up and work no matter how cause that day No one have key to open the shop in the morning so I have be patient all of my painful and drive to my shop after I reach shop I just lye down on the sofa and until noon time I force myself to eat something until evening my sis in law gave me a call she said she will bring me go gleneagles and check up after she knew about my symptom ..
After awhile she reach my working place and my boyfriend help me get down to the car and and he leave after half and hour I reach Gleneagles hospital Kuala Lumpur my sis in law helps me to fill up my details and wait for my turn to check up ...... Half an hours later ...
Finally my turn to
Check up so I walk into the doctor
Room the Doctor was kind and friendly and he told me I have to do the ultrasound check up and x-ray as well cos the place I feel pain is the same place as appendix so i sat on the wheelchair and go with the nurse few moment later The Doctor came and told me the result is release and it's appendix in my stomach so I have to do my operation later and he told me that this is not start from 2 days ago it's 3 months ago I was like 'oh my gosh' and he said I was so lucky the appendix it's not burst out to everywhere of my body yet if not my life gonna meet the danger moment .. Thank GOD!!
After the operation I gonna stay here for 3 days which is until today the 1st days I can't eat and can't drink anything how sad :( but I have my babes and smurfs family came and visited me they really take good care of me and I realize how important you are for me and Also my family they paid so much of caring for me love you all so much..
2nd day I can drink mineral water and half day later I can drink something liquid such as Milo or soup even just this it's really make me so much happy cos it's not just mineral water :) and until the night time baby came and accompany me and he go and bought starbucks hot chocolate for me  .. Thanks Baby .. The 3rd day which is mean today the early in the morning finally Doctor was telling I can eat!! But .. Of course not rice not steak or what just porridge or bread even just porridge I'm so happy cos after 3 days don't have any food in my stomach so empty!! And I wish I can discharge today I'm still waiting for the result after the nurse helps me to drew off my blood and do the blood test ..
'May GOD Bless me I can discharge today' cos I really miss my bed my pillow and my room !! :) and once again thanks for my family you all gave support to me and chilling to me , my babes my besties!! You know who you are :) right?  Hehe honestly within these days I can really feel the warmness from you all and you all giving caring for me take care for me thanks so much my smurfs babes:) and of course my baby zachary yong! Thanks for your accompanies at the night when I really need you I love to see you sleep last night beside me it's really feel very warm to me baby .. I love you..!! <3

Acqua di gioia

The new perfume of Giogio Armani

it must be smell good planning to get one

There is a charming sense of jubilation from the very first vegetal notes which are carried along in a deliciously heady current of crushed Mint, with a zest of Italian Limone Primo Fiore Femminelle, harvested from the first spring blossoms in Calabria.
This emotion transforms into an aquatic renaissance with a delicate and crystalline nature derived from the scent of Water Jasmine, giving the perfume sophisticated and unexpected facets.
At its base, ACQUA DI GIOIA bears the signature of water rooted in the Earth, revealed by luscious Cedar sprinkled with sensuous Brown Sugar and Labdanum, which is one the rare plants to possess animal notes.

i cant keep my eyes off of you

Title of the song: you and me

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

p/s: how much i wish this clock not alive at all stop at the moment that we really have so much fun before..
no matter whenever and wherever i go i cant keep my eyes off of you .. this is what i suppose to sing to you.
don't you think we can go through all the hardships and stress and get the true happiness in our return ? no matter how.. i did changed is only just for you.. and sometimes i don't know where to go from here .. cos i got no idea again.. something ruined my life but i need to obey.. something happened between us making me don't know where can i go but i think i can see through your heart you need some peaceful moment .. this is ain't a bad thing .. everyone needs some space in order to go further more..!! i believe that we will be improve much more better!

Am not who I AM

back to blog..
2010 isn't a good and lucky year.. bad things toward me and the people around me..
family ,friends ,relationship ?

1word to describe ,'MAD' once im under a roof with them feeling stress, MAD , fed up ,lifeless , breathless!! these is what i felt when they were around me.. i can't do what i want , they screw my happily, spoil my mood once i out .. and i feel lost because Am not who i Am .. i have to obey to him.. i hate this way but i can't do anything.. sorry ..

sorry to all my babes.. i knew i really did rejected many of activities from all of you.. how much i wish i could always hang out with you guys and have fun together.. but my life getting stressful about my family problems..

alright , i don't think this is the right time for me yet to be in relationship..

that's it today..

previous feeling

hurray!! my birthday today.. lol.. nothing special i think..
might be celebrate at maison..
before that i was celebrate with my lovely ex- classmates (5DAHLIA)
hmm ..but sad case .. only saik ley and tyng tyng can make it..
all was busy out there.. hmm..
well .. not their fault they have their own reason.. :)
as ley say only 3 of us also can be vy fun ?.. cos we are crazy out there.. lol..
well but i have to wait for ley finish work 1st at 6:30pm .. so ciao 1st gonna prepare ..=p

p/s: tonight gonna be a good night .. :)

Far apart

The 'only hope' is ruin
Vinic Wong is not in mood...i am trying too hard not to be emo but in this moment i cant look upon as nothing had happened..
what is relationship?.. whose hunger?.. why i become a failure again ?..
how much i desire to have but im not the one who deserve to have it..
why i cant get what i want and who i want? yes..this might be the 2nd time i ask..
but im really wonder why!! i cant do anything and i also dunno what to do i dont want to be the one who are annoy .. nothing can describe my feelings right now.. is like 3years ago ..
my feeling keep up and down..i felt okay with the short conversation..happy yet empty..i can feel it !!
But.. today ..
i found something.. i think im such a stupid woman in this world ..
this might be fool on me !! the strong feeling telling me it is!!
who is trustworthy in the end ?.. no one..
i used to pay everything.. but what did i get in the end?


whenever i hear the song whenever it remind me of you ..
the happy moment is so short.. time can't flash back ..
how it could be in the future.. will you be with me? and tell me you are not alone ..

new glasses!!

lol.. i was just too bored so post this..

well, my last glasses was broken.. how lucky am I ..guess what today i seen a nice and better one ..so why not get it as mine..somemore buy 2 got discount .. ..lol..

this is the glass that i wearing now..

p/s: is just so similiar with my last one actually..lol